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I'm opening an Etsy shop soon. What kind of things would you be interested in buying? (commissions closed at this time; other suggestions welcome) 

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4 deviants said Costume accessories (gloves, horns, ears, minihats, etc): i.e. horn/ears from fav.me/d5avnj5
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3 deviants said Sculpty Clay Miniatures (figurines, BJD accessories, etc): (examples to come)
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From my Darling~

For you BriYou are the one I love beyond all else
The truth of my heart I hope you see
You mean everything to me my true desire
Everything you do I cant help but admire
You are the seed for my love tree
You are the only one I want no one else
I love you with all I am
You're the reason I am still alive
You're the strength that keeps me strong
In your arms I know I belong
You gave me a love in which to believe
You are the reason I am who I am
The time we spend together means so much
I know not the words to describe my love
All I want is you now in my life
You've helped me get past so much strife
You are my peaceful beautiful dove
I love you so very much.
what you meanWhat you mean to me.
When the sun rises each morning
And moon joins us each night
Every day every breath I do for you
My world my heart my ever that is you
No foe would I for you not fight
You are the thing I am always yearning
Every moment I breath in deep
My heart at it beats and pumps
For only one thing and that is you
I love and need one that and that is you
I would go for the very worst fo dumps
To do what ever it takes to make sure you don't weep
The lord above ahs given many things
You are among those great gift
Each heart and breath I take for you
I love bri and that is you
With out you my life is set adrift
And for you id give up my wings

Be MineBe Mine
I am not the best but I am not the worst
I can cook and ic an clean but I do not sing
You are my true love my heart desire
I promise not to play around the fire
And I  when I am there I will give you a ring
Because in my heart and life you are the first
I don't know the best way to say it
You are beautiful wonderful and amazing
But I have a simple question to ask
And I know that to prove myself is a great task
For you are perfectly and utterly dazzling
And I only hope that I will be a perfect fit
But every day and every moment I think
Eventually I pray and hope to capture her heart
Maybe this poem is not getting sappy
I only want her to be happy
Not withstanding my flaws I know the fill a cart
Eventually even a poem will begin to stink
Beloved with those words that I have hidden
Because I am afraid and nervous that I am not deserving
You are my sheltered from the storm my safe cove
BRi you are the only one I love
And as I struggle with words I hope you don't find this
I love youEvery day I wake up and look across my room,
I see the mirror with a single Valentines Day card.
The words on it that mean the most to me are I Love You.
My back is sore, and I'm still have asleep but its not so hard
To get to move for the woman who makes my heart go boom.
The day moves on and I feel my phone vibrate
I see the message my heart begins to melt
A simple phrase: I love you.
Words with a meaning not know but felt
I smile and for you then I thank my lucky fate.
Dinner rolls around and I begin to make the food
Wondering about you I make a mistake and my hand I cut
But the only think that matters is you said I love you
I bandage my hand and glare at the stupid nut
But regardless with you on my mind I am in a good mood.
Finally when night appears and I lay in bed
I think of you our conversation having been at its end
Your final words, sweet dreams and I love you
Flowing through my mind and chills they send
For with those words it is you I know I will wed.
I love you Bri.

choicesChoices.
I try help with all I can.
My choices never the best.
Hell in the end im always to late
But I should have set a date
So I could be there with you in a nest
And not here feeling like the frying pan
My words my heart flow with tears
I cant find the strength to help
Im to far away to do anymore good
Im as useless as morning wood
I feel like a miserable whelp
Leaving us both alone to face our fears
I cant bring a smile to your face
Or rub your back I feel like such a waste
But I do see a light a new hope
A chance soon to prove im not a dope
That I was worth the wait ims till of your taste
Though I doubt ill be worth the lace
I hope and I beg for a chance
To prove that im worth the wait
I think I understand I didn't need
To your heart I am the only feed
And I swear to bad choices im not bait
For soon I will finally be able to be with u and to dance.
The right or worng choice is upto others
You are the rightest of choices for me
And I don't care what anyone may say
Soon I will hold
center of my worldI wake up in the morning after a dream,
You once again were running through my mind.
You are the first thought I think of when I cook
My breakfast firt thing hoping you would like to look
At the way I cook ad make the meal of some kind
And now I sigh to work it would seem
I work through the long hour
Sighing miserable until I feel a vibration
My leg shaking the phone so close it gives me hope
The word on the phone lit so well was simple.  Grope
I grin wide spasming twitch happy at the attention
I loe all of her twitches gropes I love the attention it is what I devour
The day is over I drive home.  As I do I watch the clock
Her break is near I want to be home before she calls
I don't like to be distracted with the road
She is the one thing on my mind the full load
And incase of dirtier mind I do not mean in my balls
As I near my home the phone rings.  Only left a block.
AS I talk to her I sigh then sadly knowing
That I woud have to wait til that night
To ta

Lost in Darkness...Found in loveI had lost my will, Fallen to shadow
All I felt was darkness my own body didn't listen
And yet I swore I screamed I needed to move
I had to move to get to the one for whom I love
The one woman who calls me ren
And yet I struggle fo feel a light to follow
I love her and I struggle then the fight
I know that its not her voice how sweet
Or the way she makes my body warm
She is my love she makes my heart swarm
And I fight not just for a chance to meet
To feel and know her and her light
I struggle through the black
I hear things but I don't know
But then I feel it within
She needs me and I cant give in
I fight forward to prove to show
That I love her that my heart does not lack.
I was to late to make it to her now
My heart broken in tears
I will not give up not now not ever
She is my one true love my soul mate and lover
I will over come for her my deepest fears
And soon I  will be there with her any how.
BurdenI have caused so many of your tears
Broken hearts and empty dreams
I have caused you nothing but pain
And yet your love for me you maintain
Though ive caused many of your screams
And I have proven true your greatest of fears
Why keep some one like me who only breaks
I am but a burden upon you my love
I know you have for us so much hope
But I feel as if I am simple a dope
Trying to cling to a feather form a dove
Knowing I don't deserve your love i am a freaks
I try to be strong to keep a smile
I know in the end that no matter my actions
I will let you down I will fail
And your faith in me will leave you nio place to bail
My heart for you is true matching your reactions
But the truth be told I am only burden for every mile
I don't know why you see me in such light
Why you give your heart ot me with all your desire
You place in me all your dreams and prayers
But I can not help your prayers or give you answers
I am a failure a burnt out ruined wire
That will fail again and leave you lost i

loving past doubtEvery moment of this life
I have held on close to a one
And you are the one that I adore
I have never felt this way before
And with out you in my life I am done
The loss of you would cut like a knife
I have many and lots of mistakes
But the biggest I made yet today
I began at first to worry to doubt
To forget that our love is absolute
I am so glad you just allow me to stay
I never imagined the  stakes
To lose you any day and anyway
I wouldn't go on I would be lsot
And with out hope or a dream
I would fall apart at every seam
But I now know I msut fight at all cost
To make sure you know why I stay
I love you with all that I am
I will fight until my final breath
To prove to you my love to do it all
To make sure you never forget why I call
You my love and why you take away my breath
I love you Bri with all that I am.

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The Beauty of Life

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 12, 2014, 7:23 AM



It's been a very frightening month, and that has nothing to do with the holiday.  

Life is beautiful, Life is precious, Hug someone you love today (not just a cyber-hug or saying 'huggles' on a phone either).

I have not been posting updates because my family needs me.  I have pictures of the full moon, costume WIPs, and more - but I have much to do before I have time to sit and put them all up.  One day there will be a spam of postings.  Until then, let me share some older photography that is more precious than usual to me at the moment and explain why:

Power of Makeup - Part 2 by FantasyBri 39 Years of Love by FantasyBri Warm Family Christmas by FantasyBri 

On Tues 9/30 just before midnight, Mom had a massive heart attack.  On Thurs 10/2 the surgeon put 2 large stents in her heart... he had recommended open heart surgery, but her primary doctor wisely warned against it because of her bleeding issues & that she was too weak to survive it given she also had pneumonia.  Without anything, she would have died.  She is very weak, but they allowed her to come home Sat 10/4 because they knew we could work our schedules to make sure she was not left alone as she heals.  We are thankful to have her, and much of my time has been taking care of mom & taking over many of her chores until she is stronger (as you realize by now, this will likely be for many months).  Meanwhile, please keep her in your thoughts & prayers as you are inclined by personal beliefs while she heals.  Mom needs to be on blood thinners for a minimum of 30 days (up to 3 months), however due to having diabetic retinopathy this could cause her eyes to bleed and lead to permanent complete blindness.

In the shadow of this event Dad learned that he has a ruptured blood vessel in his left eye, causing temporary blind spots until the blood dissolves (like a bruise in the back of the eye).  The optomologist is giving it a month to try to clear on its own, but if it doesn't (or heaven forbid gets worse) they will have to give him a shot into his eye.  Right now, he has a prescription of eye drops to help reduce swelling.  Between the stress of his reduced sight and Mom's health, his Dementia seems to be returning to it's old levels and worse.  We hope it is just a phase that will fade as the stress does, but meanwhile it is like walking on glass at times... and it breaks my heart not knowing how to help him when he starts screaming about things we cannot follow or how to spare mom from feeling emotionally attacked by it and unnecessarily stressed as she heals.

As for myself, I am encouraged to proceed forward with the only convention I had planned this year - a My Little Pony gathering I will take my nieces to next weekend.  I am making new costumes for the girls of Pinky Pie & Fluttershy.  I will be using my same Rarity costume with only a few small changes.  Photos will come as I have time.  My last day of work is officially 10/31 - I am doing my best to make it, but I am almost out allowed absences & if I do run out they would be within their right to terminate my employment before my resignation date.   Right now my family matters more though, so I try not to worry about it.  Mom went to a grade-school 60th class reunion just before her heart attack & I was their photographer, so I have a lot of photo editing to do to make prints available.  

If I do not update artwork a lot, know that it is what holds me together and I will share when I can.  If I do not post a new journal for months, please have a wonderful autumn & holidays.  Much love to my friends, and thank you to those who continue to follow and stick with me through these art droughts. 

~Bri

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Lindsey Stirling
  • Reading: my Kindle
  • Watching: My Little Pony
  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Slow Cooker Stew
  • Drinking: Lemon Water

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FantasyBri
Britany
Artist | Hobbyist | Artisan Crafts
United States
Likes: costumes, photography, nature, smiles, hugs, crafts, uniqueness

Dislikes: being around cigg smoke, drunks, bright light, snobbishness, art thieves

I am a ... voluptous (fat) woman in my upper 20s. I have been physically disabled since jr high school (since around age 12). I do not collect disability because I believe in fighting until the end and working as long as I can (and I'm praying I have someone to take care of me by the time I retire and take up my art full time). I keep my hair short for medical reasons, but I love wearing wigs of various styles and colors (my favorite styles being shoulder-length and wig-color being white). I am also a makeup artist as well as a seamstress. I learned photography from my mother. In art I work in a variety of media and projects. Consider me a jack of all trades, and I will honestly admit I am a master at none. But I enjoy what I do, and that is what counts!

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Favourite photographer: my mom cuz she taught me what I know
Favourite style of art: varied
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Siobhan68 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the favourite, my dear! :aww:
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Phantagrafie Featured By Owner 2 days ago   General Artist
Thanks a lot or faving and sorry for the late reply. ;)
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DingDongDrawing Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much for the fave!D:
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Sindeon Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014
In the name of Sindeon I thank you for the fav! Next week we are going to have another program and I will upgrade Baghira - I hope to post some new pictures in about 2-3 weeks, if you are interested keep on watching! 
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Siobhan68 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Professional General Artist
My dear Bri... Thank you for the bunch of faves and the constant support! It is really much appreciated! :love:
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Thanks for the fav!
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Thanks for the favorite! :squee:
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I appreciate it :love:
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Thanks for the fav! Meow :3 
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Thanks for the fav!!
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thx for the fave :D!
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